Just because I already won doesn't mean we have to stop~
Could you have? I don't know if you have a sugary cute bone in your body. 
Like I said... when I was young and uncorrupted. I once WAS "sugary cute" but at the cost of being a complete and total emotional doormat, a victim of the world.
Until I decided I wasn't going to take the world's shit anymore - nay, I straddled the world, ate a shitton of FIERY HOT WINGS FROM THE DEEP FRYER OF SATAN HIMSELF COATED IN HOT SAUCE HOTTER THAN THE BURNING BELLY OF EL DIABLO, and proceeded to give the world MY shit to take for once.
And boyo, let me tell you, that feeling beats the ability to be sugary cute any old day of the week.
But anyway, you do what you like, boychik, if it works for you it works for you.
FOR ACCEPTANCE OF DIVERSE WAYS AND MEANS OF LIFE IS THE WAY OF THE MANLY.